People should stop blaming others for everything. they should stop and look at themselves. see if its really their fault, see if they were the one who started causing shits to happen.
Yes, this includes myself.
Recently, ive been talking about people a lot. In a bad way, very bad way.
Sometimes i just hate how mean i am. And the word i hated to most, rude. I always hate it when people call me rude. But now, when i think about it, i realized that they werent wrong at all. im indescribably rude. Not that i dont know that last time, but i just dont know how to stop.
When i came to this new school, i wanted to change. I thought i could change this shitty attitude, i just didnt want all these to happen.
Well, i was changing, but still, i dont know how things started to become so shitty.
i always talk bad about people behind their backs, but when people talk bad about me, i found out how much i hated it.
And when i talk about people, about how bitchy and how much i hate them, i realized how much i was reflecting myself. I know that they (aka backstabbers) talk and hate everybody (including real close friends). Not to mention that i am one of them too. Still, i hate it. i hate how bitchy i am. how shitty my attitude is towards people.
I know, that small scratch on my phone seems to be nothing. But i just cant get over it. i dont even know why.
I know people have been talking behind my back about this. Of how petty i am to not forgive that person.
It's not that i dont want to. Do you think disliking someone feels good? it sucks okay.
I dont hate him, im just pissed for what he did. Somehow, i'll get over it.
Sigh.
I dont remember how many times ive raged these days. I get pissed so easily. OH NOOOOOO. i shall stop.
REALLY REALLY STOP. and be a harpy kid. C:
Forgive and forget.
:)
We had our Christmas assembly today and i got so many chocolates :3
IM A HARPY KID!
Anyway, camp is tomorrow! :D
First camp, hope we'll all have fun and be alive ;D
